Tomorrow is my last day of school and then summer finally begins for me. It sucks that it's only going to last three weeks and then Fall session starts. *sigh*
The other day, Steph and I were talking about college and I got so scared. I mean, I know I'm pretty smart and I'm doing good at PCC but I'm not sure where I'm going after that. CSUN for my Kinesiology? Change my major and go to UCLA? I know I can get in there because my grades are high enough. This makes me sad because I'm not even sure what my career path is.
I know it sounds really stupid but I'm considering some kind of cosmetic surgery. I don't know what exactly yet, I just know that my face isn't good looking. Okay, maybe I'm being stupid because my friends keep saying that I have soft skin and I have distinct features that makes me who I am, but... I want a face that would make people look twice. I just want to be HOT. That sounds really superficial but I'm being honest. :(
I went through my high school box when a couple of friends came over to my place on Sunday night. OMG, they were at my house from like 11pm to 5am. And I had a test for biology at 8am. LOL But anyway, I started to miss high school looking at the things that I had kept. Aside from the numerous dance pictures, there was my graduation cap, letters and notes from friends, yearbooks, playbills, ticket stubs, etc.
When my friends saw my pictures back from middle school and high school and compared to how I look now, they said that I went through a huge transformation. For the better of course. I used to look like such a nerd! And now I'm (somewhat) hot. It's good. :) I wish I looked better though.
I should check up on Steph now. She fell asleep on my couch in my room. I was cleaning my entire room for 2 hours while she was sleeping. -_-'